10 Predictions For the 09 summer

1) I'm going to find myself in trouble with the law
2) I'm going to get a new car to drive back down to Mississippi
3) One of my homeboys won't survive the summer
4) When I go to the Bahammas, I will find some girl on the cruise that going to be a flipper
5) I'm going to go drinking with somebody and something wild is going to happen that I will regret
6) I'm going to become either an uncle or a godfather.
7) I'm going to end up getting kicked out the house for little bit
8) I'm going to see somebody get arrested that I know
9) Somebody I know is going to get their ass whooped so bad
10) One of my homies at church will get some girl pregnant

All in the Head

Im not sure about my psychology exam I took today. I did the best I could but I don't believe that I got the A that I needed. I really need an A on that exam so I can get a B in that class.

Building vs. Trapping

I look back on all the jobs that I had and all of them that I have applied for and I narrowed my choices down 2 things I can do during the summer for money. I could either go the route of working long hours and do construction for $20 an hour. I'll be making about $1000 a week. The second option is to pick up where someone left off and hit the block. I usually don't contemplate doing this but after I experienced college I know that I can use a lot of money

The Past pt. 2

A lesson that I learned in my past is not to trust everything a woman says. I learned this lesson in a bad way. Towards the end of my senior I began to talk to this girl who was the friend of this girl I was suppose to take to prom. We talked to each other for about 3 weeks before you started to like me and wanted to be my girlfriend. We never got that far because the stupidest thing happened. We were in class and she told me that she was going to mall with her friend. The day ended and the next day I log into Facebook and I see that she uploaded some new pictures. I left my computer and my little brother started to look through the picture album. He called me over to look at these pictures. I looked at the pictures and the first thing that I saw was I picture of her tongue kissing another dude. The next picture was a picture of a box of condoms. I kept my composure and asked her about it
First she act like it was nothing was wrong and then she started to lose it. She started talking about how she wasn't obligated to me and that she didn't really like me and I wanted her but couldn't. I'm sitting on the couch thinking, "This is bullshit...how she gon lie to me and herself." She was the one that called me and wanted me to change my relationship status on facebook. Well from that day on I realized that some women will bullshit you for no good reason

The Past pt. 1

One thing that made me who I am today. The situation that shape my thinking about relationships in general was the relationship I had during my freshmen and sophmore years of high school. I dated this girl for two years and during those two years that taught me a lot of stuff. She changed my whole out look on school, life and sex. I started to read books that I would never had read (especially the Kama Sutra book). She taught me how to unleash the inner freak within myself and how to please any woman that I encounter effectively. All this seems to be good until we started to fight over stupid stuff. I believe the stupidest argument we had was about Fresh Prince. In the back of my mind I felt that no matter how much we argue, the minute after we were done we would laugh it off and go back to being happy. Obviously this idea was short lived because we broke up. In my opinion the break up was horrible; its horrible because she cheated on me in a threesome with 2 guys. That hurt my heart deep, and that night we broke up we both seemed to be depressed. I started to go to sleep earlier because I didn't want to cry...I had to keep it G. I can honestly say that I haven't been the same since that happened. It made my heart real cold when it came down to how I treat women. I wouldn't play or disrespect women but all of that lovy dubby shit was cut out....I learn something from that situation

Final Time

This is the time where everybody has to buckle down and study. Its the time where you make choices that can ultimately influence your grades. I realize that there are so many temptations to not study and to go out and party. If I can just keep focused then I know I could do well on all of my finals.

L.O.V.E

I feel that people misuse the word love. They talk about loving material things and they also tell people they love someone when they really don't. Some people just say the love someone just to say what that other person wants to hear. Some people don't know the mean of love or the power of loving someone has. I feel that love can be broken down like this



L .... is for the Loyalty you have to that person that you love. You won't turn your back on that person and you will always be there for them...if you not always there for them then you at least attempt to be


O.... is for having an Open mind. You keep your mind open to the ideas of that person that you love. You listen to them...not just hear them.

V.... is for Value. You have to value that person that you love because taking them for granted is one of the worst mistakes you can make. That person can be here today and gone tomorrow. That is why you appreciate that person because that person has a lot of value to you.

E.... is for Eternal. Love is not a trend or a fashion. Love is something that is here to stay and has no plans of leaving. True and genuine love is something that can't be broken nor torn apart. Love is something that is manifested in you; so as long as you and that person that you love and loves you back exist, that love will exist between you two.

Long Journey

When school is over I will have to go back home. It sounds real good until the thought of where home is comes to my mind. I am from Milwaukee, WI; thats a 12 to 14 hour drive depending on how traffic is in Illinois. A drive like that makes my contemplate about staying in Mississippi. The only reason why I don't stay is the fact that I have no family down here. I just want to get this long journey out of the way.

Human Art Gallery

I believe that by the time that I get to the age of 20, my body would have numerous amounts of tattoos. I have 3 right now and thats only on one arm and they don't come past my elbow. I feel that within this next year I'm experience things that going to make want to get a tattoo. I have limits like no tattoos on the lower body, in the forearm region or on the face and neck; but I feel that every space is fair game. I'm probably going to end up get things tattooed like bible verses and prayers, parents names and faces, fraternity shield and symbols, etc.

The Summer In Milwaukee

Now that have completed a whole year of college in mississippi, I have to go back up to Milwaukee for the summer. I can imagine the summer going something like this...
1) I'm going to be at the house or at someone else's house a lot...
2) I'm going to fill out hundreds of applications but nobody is going to hire me....
3) I'm going to travel alot
4) I'm going to get in plenty of trouble with the law because I refuse to be broke
and 5) I'm going to have to watch my back at all times because somebody is going to try to do something stupid like put a pistol in your face or pull something out their trunk.
This almost a typical summer for me so I usually am surprised when I survive the summertime. It's damn shame but that's my biggest plan for the summer...To survive

Slow Motion

I have been talking to this woman for about 2 or 3 months now and I feel that she is the one that I feel for. I really haven't been trying to get into a relationship or anything like that after my relationship of 2 year went to hell. I feel that if there is anybody that I would give a chance it would have to be her. I want her to be mi novio but we are suppose to take things slow. I respect her decision to take time and take things slowly because she has been hurt in the past and she doesn't want to experience that again. To be honest, I don't want her to experience nothing like that ever again. I understand where she is coming from but I'm sure about the amount of time. We been "talking" for sometime but other names and conversation...we have nothing to show for it. I'm not saying that she give it up because we been talking for sometime but it seems that we have been all talk and no action. It's got to the point where I have only chilled and kicked it with her once and that was school related. I had fun but in the back of my mind I felt that I probably won't be able to chill with her for a long time. School is about to end all I just want to do is something more than what we have been doing.

Just Looking

I always felt that if women gave me a real chance to do what I do then i know for a fact that they will fall in love with me. I walk around campus all the time and notice certain women giving me that eye like I can get it. It seems to me that they want me to talk to them soooo bad but they don't want to be the first one to speak. I also notice that certain women talk behind my back...what they say, I'm not sure but i kno for a fact that they are talking about. I got great eyesight and great peripheral vision so i see that they are pointing at me and trying to tell there friends about me. In some ways it kind of upsets me and other ways it kind of flatters me. Stuff like makes me feel that if they knew me...or experienced me then they would speak their mind and express how they feel towards me, instead of playing the backfield and talking about what kind of person they think I am.

Just a Memory

Death is something that is imminent; there is nothing you can do about it. If you really care about somebody then you should not take that person for granted. From that significant other to your family members, you should express the love that you have for them and make sure that you leave a mark on their lives. If you don’t have that positive impact on that person then once it’s your time to go then you will be more than just a memory. One thing that scares me is being forgotten, almost to the point that I didn’t exist. I had a lot of dreams like that and that is why I try to be the best person I can and try to help people out either physically or emotionally. I do this so I can be more than just a memory.

Bitchassness

Based on a my personal experiences and other guys experiences, I realize that the women that you talk to put you on something like a makeshift time table on when they want a relationship. The girl can really like you, even more than you like them, but they are real hesitant about taking that next step. The reason is because of the past men that they used to have a relationship with. The one or two men in their life that they shared that bond with fucked it up and crushed all the trust that woman puts in a man. Because of those people, that woman is almost terrified that it’s going to be Déjà vu all over again and they are just going to be hurt again. That woman learns a lot of lessons but I feel that they implement the wrong stuff. If a woman felt that she got into a relationship to fast with the wrong man then instead of correcting the important thing (finding the right man), they make the right man for them wait forever and a day to get close to them. It almost seems that they are punishing the right man for the mistakes of those men in her past that did her wrong. I understand that a woman needs time to emotionally heal but if you like that man and he likes you, don’t hold up the process over some bullshit…

"Best Friends"

I have come to realize that women and men really can’t be best friends without there being strings attach. I believe that women say a man is their best friend because of four reasons.
1) That man is gay
2) That man and woman used to have sex with each other and now just want to be friends
3) That man and woman are still having sex
4) That man is plotting to have sex with that woman
People may not agree with my theory and may want to come up with fairy tale situations but if you sit down and really think about it; my theory is right. If you feel strongly that I am wrong then please give me a different situation that wasn’t in a movie then I’ll probably rethink my theory.

Greekness (Blue and White)

I had a chance to go to two probates this weekend. The first probate was on Saturday and it was the probate of the fraternity Phi Beta Sigma. Even thought I got there kind of late I still got a chance to see and experience the hype and the magnitude of a probate. The Sigmas did a good job with representing themselves and making the probate very memorable. The second probate that I went to was the probate of the sorority Zeta Phi Beta. Even though I arrived late this probate and had to view it through a window outside, I saw a group of young black women uniting together to celebrate their big achievement. They shouted out their knowledge and step and strolled around the stage. I feel that they represented their sorority to the fullest, the rest of the Zetas should be proud of the line that crossed over today.

The school year is almost over and I'm kinda happy too. I'm ready to back to Milwaukee and ake some money for the fall session of school. I've been in school for a long time and I'm ready to be on a long break.
I will miss a lot of the people that I was cool with (the women). I believe that without facebook or a cell phone, I was lose touch with them. Lord knows I don't want to do that for really don't want to do that. I will also miss the college life and parties a lot, that was one of the most memorable moments.

I'm Sick

I really don't know how to say this...I sick and tired of the stuff that I put up with on a daily basis. I'm sick and tired of being the butt of every joke. I'm sick of having to prove myself to the extreme while the next man can doesn't. I really hate the position that I am in right now. The people that I kick it with always joking and fucking with my emotions and its starting to make me crazy. I know for a fact that I didn't ask to be in this position. I know one thing though; I better start seeing a little more respect otherwise we won't hear from them ever again....signing out

GD 74

Mardi Gras

This weekend is the weekend that I've been waiting for. Ever since I was in high school, the french classes celebrated Fat Tuesday and everyone would walk the halls with their beads. I didn't know the story behind the celebration of Mardi Gras and to be honest I still dont have a clue. Now that I'm closer to where the main celebration occur, I'm becoming even more anxious not only to learn about Mardi Gras, but also to take part in all of the festivities that places like New Orleans and The Gulf have to offer.

I've heard a lot of things about the night time festivities that happen in New Orleans. From the famous Bourbon Street to the beads, I know Mardi Gras will be an experience that i will never forget...I can't wait

Valentines Day

Valentine's Day is only 8 days away and I’m very anxious for it to arrive. Even though this is kind of a made up holiday, it’s a holiday that I enjoy very much. It’s a time to spend with that special person that you “love”. You give gifts to that significant other symbolizing appreciation for that person. Make sure you get them something nice and show that you love them and that you thought of them on this day. This day can be a day you never forget make the most of it

Musical Touch

It seems like the 6th floor of Roberts hall are musicians now. Along with hitting the books hard, we are also going the music route. Music from artist like Lil B Da Beast (T) and Co-Man (Corey) are starting to emerge from the underground. They have done songs with other people around the Southern Miss campus. They have also put other people from off the 6th floor like CK (Charles) and others who have hopped on tracks and have done collaborations with them. The creativity level is so high that we have a TV show called “Straight to the Point,” hosted by JB (who also is featured on an upcoming record with Lil B Da Beast). The show is starting to catch fire on Facebook.com; it has received a lot of positive remarks and request to be on the show.
In the future, the artist on this floor plan to do big shows and open up for bigger artist. Ultimately they want to sign deals with big name record companies. They also want to do songs not only with the big names in the music business now but also some of the greatest to ever do music

Take A Moment

Take a moment and think about all the of events that have transpired. President Barack Obama just had his inauguration and it was monumental and nothing less then historic. Obama has taken a historic step forward not only for the African American race but for all of America. The inauguration was very classy and Barack Obama touch on some key points that will have a great influence on the way of life of Americans. He touched points about the economy, terrorism and education. A message of hope and freedom resonated throughout his entire speech. Obama spoke about reform and reshaping the international view of America.