The Past pt. 1

One thing that made me who I am today. The situation that shape my thinking about relationships in general was the relationship I had during my freshmen and sophmore years of high school. I dated this girl for two years and during those two years that taught me a lot of stuff. She changed my whole out look on school, life and sex. I started to read books that I would never had read (especially the Kama Sutra book). She taught me how to unleash the inner freak within myself and how to please any woman that I encounter effectively. All this seems to be good until we started to fight over stupid stuff. I believe the stupidest argument we had was about Fresh Prince. In the back of my mind I felt that no matter how much we argue, the minute after we were done we would laugh it off and go back to being happy. Obviously this idea was short lived because we broke up. In my opinion the break up was horrible; its horrible because she cheated on me in a threesome with 2 guys. That hurt my heart deep, and that night we broke up we both seemed to be depressed. I started to go to sleep earlier because I didn't want to cry...I had to keep it G. I can honestly say that I haven't been the same since that happened. It made my heart real cold when it came down to how I treat women. I wouldn't play or disrespect women but all of that lovy dubby shit was cut out....I learn something from that situation