10 Predictions For the 09 summer

1) I'm going to find myself in trouble with the law
2) I'm going to get a new car to drive back down to Mississippi
3) One of my homeboys won't survive the summer
4) When I go to the Bahammas, I will find some girl on the cruise that going to be a flipper
5) I'm going to go drinking with somebody and something wild is going to happen that I will regret
6) I'm going to become either an uncle or a godfather.
7) I'm going to end up getting kicked out the house for little bit
8) I'm going to see somebody get arrested that I know
9) Somebody I know is going to get their ass whooped so bad
10) One of my homies at church will get some girl pregnant

All in the Head

Im not sure about my psychology exam I took today. I did the best I could but I don't believe that I got the A that I needed. I really need an A on that exam so I can get a B in that class.

Building vs. Trapping

I look back on all the jobs that I had and all of them that I have applied for and I narrowed my choices down 2 things I can do during the summer for money. I could either go the route of working long hours and do construction for $20 an hour. I'll be making about $1000 a week. The second option is to pick up where someone left off and hit the block. I usually don't contemplate doing this but after I experienced college I know that I can use a lot of money

The Past pt. 2

A lesson that I learned in my past is not to trust everything a woman says. I learned this lesson in a bad way. Towards the end of my senior I began to talk to this girl who was the friend of this girl I was suppose to take to prom. We talked to each other for about 3 weeks before you started to like me and wanted to be my girlfriend. We never got that far because the stupidest thing happened. We were in class and she told me that she was going to mall with her friend. The day ended and the next day I log into Facebook and I see that she uploaded some new pictures. I left my computer and my little brother started to look through the picture album. He called me over to look at these pictures. I looked at the pictures and the first thing that I saw was I picture of her tongue kissing another dude. The next picture was a picture of a box of condoms. I kept my composure and asked her about it
First she act like it was nothing was wrong and then she started to lose it. She started talking about how she wasn't obligated to me and that she didn't really like me and I wanted her but couldn't. I'm sitting on the couch thinking, "This is bullshit...how she gon lie to me and herself." She was the one that called me and wanted me to change my relationship status on facebook. Well from that day on I realized that some women will bullshit you for no good reason

The Past pt. 1

One thing that made me who I am today. The situation that shape my thinking about relationships in general was the relationship I had during my freshmen and sophmore years of high school. I dated this girl for two years and during those two years that taught me a lot of stuff. She changed my whole out look on school, life and sex. I started to read books that I would never had read (especially the Kama Sutra book). She taught me how to unleash the inner freak within myself and how to please any woman that I encounter effectively. All this seems to be good until we started to fight over stupid stuff. I believe the stupidest argument we had was about Fresh Prince. In the back of my mind I felt that no matter how much we argue, the minute after we were done we would laugh it off and go back to being happy. Obviously this idea was short lived because we broke up. In my opinion the break up was horrible; its horrible because she cheated on me in a threesome with 2 guys. That hurt my heart deep, and that night we broke up we both seemed to be depressed. I started to go to sleep earlier because I didn't want to cry...I had to keep it G. I can honestly say that I haven't been the same since that happened. It made my heart real cold when it came down to how I treat women. I wouldn't play or disrespect women but all of that lovy dubby shit was cut out....I learn something from that situation

Final Time

This is the time where everybody has to buckle down and study. Its the time where you make choices that can ultimately influence your grades. I realize that there are so many temptations to not study and to go out and party. If I can just keep focused then I know I could do well on all of my finals.

L.O.V.E

I feel that people misuse the word love. They talk about loving material things and they also tell people they love someone when they really don't. Some people just say the love someone just to say what that other person wants to hear. Some people don't know the mean of love or the power of loving someone has. I feel that love can be broken down like this



L .... is for the Loyalty you have to that person that you love. You won't turn your back on that person and you will always be there for them...if you not always there for them then you at least attempt to be


O.... is for having an Open mind. You keep your mind open to the ideas of that person that you love. You listen to them...not just hear them.

V.... is for Value. You have to value that person that you love because taking them for granted is one of the worst mistakes you can make. That person can be here today and gone tomorrow. That is why you appreciate that person because that person has a lot of value to you.

E.... is for Eternal. Love is not a trend or a fashion. Love is something that is here to stay and has no plans of leaving. True and genuine love is something that can't be broken nor torn apart. Love is something that is manifested in you; so as long as you and that person that you love and loves you back exist, that love will exist between you two.